How does the brain of people with anorexia or BDD work? (people who see distorted/fake self-image?)?

I cannot stop worrying about my self-image, I believe I have a grotesque-face, massive nose and a very hideous face. Many people tell me I'm very handsome, I cannot believe them. I believe they are liars who feel pity on me. I simply can't stop thinking and praying to die. I'm very afraid of what my future will be like (I'm 15). I just feel hopeless and unable to be happy. People often say I'm very attractive even more than some Hollywood actors. I feel they're liars because they know I'm mad. So do you think I'm a BDDer? do you believe I see a fake image of myself?



Please don't ask me for a picture, I'll not do that, I didn't allow myself to see any since about a year.



My question will be, how the Hell does our brain work to see things like that, and why do we believe in it that much?How does the brain of people with anorexia or BDD work? (people who see distorted/fake self-image?)?
The brain is a powerful thing. We think what we believe. You need to start thinking more positively about yourself, stop saying all the negative things and find one positive thing. Also seeing a therapist would help you a lot. It's not fun but worth it in the end. Hope this helps! =)

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